Wonder , why me?

I know  you know the urge to ask," God what am I doing here?" It's the most common human question to a God who speaks in mysterious ways and man most generally not understanding God's language. That my friend is called Humanity. We all being lost souls only found by the death on the cross of God's only true Son who is the Christ. What is it I a sinful lost at birth soul would have to give a magnificent savior of Jesus' statue. Just one life it's all I have. I give to Jesus as He gave me His! So tis all I have and all I can do is choose. Two paths to take tis easy to see the wide one is easy the narrow seems tough. Nothing good is ever easy. Everything good is worked hard for if its honest. All I need to remember if what I would do with my life is going to truely help someone other than me. Service is at the eye of every true servant of Jesus Christ for His whole life is service. We no matter how much in service we are could  we ever come close to being like Jesus? I think not! Oh by the way this is what a Chipmonk stuffed with sunflower seeds looks like. One of the little friends God has blessed me with.

Apostasy

This young man speaks and my heart crys out to the world saying,"PLEASE LISTEN AND WAKE UP BEFORE YOU ARE LOST WITH THE RELIGOUS!"  It has become increasingly obvious to me the The Word, The Son of God, The Christ, Our King and our Lord Jesus was talking about these current days in His explanation of the last days. Only just a few more things of the world need to become a reality for all prophecy to be fulfilled. The fox now holds the keys to the hen house aka Satan now has his workers in control of most organized denominations of Christianity. Just as the scribes and pharasees of the days before Jesus' resurrection todays leadership is lost in their own little power trip. They don't want anyone to speak the truth in their presence eather.

Another Prayer Answered

Again God has proved His love in the answering of prayers. I have wanted to live in a cabin in the woods for a long time. Since my spine problems began in 2005 my credit has suffered severely. Went from mid 700s credit score to one I'd rather not talk about. Times have been extremely difficult for Debra and I living on our fixed income of disability and retirement. We had been living in Yuma, AZ in our old motor home since 2009 and really were cramped. We have been hoping to find someone with a small home who would enter a land contract with us. We searched for a long time with no results. We had been praying for Gods will to be done on the matter so we wouldn't be getting involved in anything not blessed by Him. We got impatient at times and questioned God at times in prayer if maybe we were asking for too much. Just as we were discussing that perhaps it was just God's will that we just be happy with our life as Rubber Tramps in our motor home in Yuma, God showed Himself in a major way. We had come to the decision to move to Michigan this spring in May so Debra could spend some quality time with her three grown children. We figured we would spend the summer in our motor home at Rose Lake in Leroy, Michigan and find a rent in the fall. Well God said no to that. Obviously He had heard all those prayers and knew we had faith that sooner or later He would act. About a month before our trip planned for early May I saw an add on Craigslist Northern Michigan. It was for the cabin pictured above. The owner stated he would sell on a land contract to the right people. Taking the chance that Debra and I would be those right people I contacted Daniel the owner and applied. Well God had His say also for Daniel was thrilled to know we were people of faith and took a chance on us. Daniel said it made it a lot easier to trust us knowing we loved Jesus. People can say what they want about this but I see this as God showing Himself and His answer of our prayers and unwavering  faith that He would answer. On the trip to Michigan to take possession of the cabin in the woods we got as far as Benton Harbor Michigan in the southwest corner of the state. The transmission in the old motor home went boom. Our insurance company towed it to Wyoming a suburb of Grand Rapids. Now this put us 140 miles short of completing our journey. I was in panic mode! What would we do? I just stopped and prayed with every fiber of my being and I know Debra was doing the same! Right in the middle of my prayer I heard  God speaking in my mind and he said, who do you know that loves me? I was desperate. We had just enough money to pay for the gas for the journey. We were cutting everything very close. The first person that came to my mind to answer the question God had placed in my mind was my sister Paula. She loves God with all her heart and I know she loves me too. She's always been the one person that can see past peoples errors and find love and forgiveness for them. She has always been a source of inspiration for my journey in faith. I am young in faith compared to Paula and I know she has spent plenty of prayers on me to be awakened to Jesus' call. I called her and without any questions or making me beg she was there for me again with much need financial aid. A lot of it! So again God answered my prayers and this time immediately. So we were able to truck our belongings up to our new home. I could not see investing $$$$$$ way to much in that old beat up motor home so I sold what was left of it. We love our little cabin in the woods and we can start new chapters in our lives. God has blessed us in more ways than I can ever write stories about. I think as hard as I try to be in gratitude to God I still sometimes can be ignorant to some of the blessings He bestows. So on that note Holy Father in Heaven please keep me humble and mindful of all that you do in blessings. Thank you so much for loving me the way you do. You always meet my needs and even bless my desires as long as they are righteous ones. Increase my faith Lord and continue to fix my eyes upon you with the knowledge of your ability to know what I need better than I do. Keep my vision of your works aparent to me so I can continue to marvel in You and Your works. Do not let me stray! I ask these things in Jesus' Holy Name! AMEN!!!

He's Still God sung by Debra Pelkey

Never Out Of His Love sung by Debra Pelkey.wmv

God always provides new joy for our lives.

I know God loves me and knows what brings me happiness by the precious ones He brings into my life. When I got older and my sons got all grown and on their own I was at a loss for a while. Seemed like being used to caring for the boys had me feeling the empty nest blues. I just needed to be needed. God knows what we need before we do a lot of times. He provided me with the joy of finding Debra my wife. He knew I needed someone to be with that loved Him as much a I. Then knowing I missed my children He gave me Malora and then Lilo our two little dogs. They will always need me they won't grow up and leave home. Then he sent me Cali our cat. She is so special! I have never seen a cat quite like her. She has the personality of a furry little person. Most cats are very independent, well not her! She talks back to you when you talk to her. She knows how to tell you what she wants by actions and certain meow sounds. And she will go to her over sized big dog pet porter kennel on command! Now how many cats do you know that will follow commands? But most of all she is just the most affectionate cat I have ever seen. She a little daddy's girl. She knows when I don't feel well and she watches over me like a mother hen. She lays beside me on the bed for afternoon naps if I'm tired or having a lot of back pain. She rubs her face on my face and purrs as if to let me know she cares and is there for me then snuggles curled up against my back like she's hugging me. She won't get up until I do. I know she will always need my care as well as Lilo and Malora. So now I am all adjusted to my sons being out on their own and I have these three new children that need me and always will. Yes God knows exactly what we need even before we do. But most of all it's wonderful to have such a loving God to care for us! Yes He truly does meet all our needs!

Yes Lord Jesus Though I was once blind now I see! So many things so clearly now that I live my life for you and not myself. Judgement was a way of life for me. No forgiveness was found in me. I really never knew how to love. I was never really taught these things as a child. I lived a life of fear in a family broken by alcohol and godlessness. Thank you Father for my grand mother "Nanna" Onita Bowman who had a love for the Lord and would talk with me about Jesus in my youth to give me some knowledge of Him. She read the gospel to me on occasion and I enjoyed it. It felt good to know that someone cared about those poor Jewish people of that day and would help them. A lot of time as a child I felt scared and helpless with everything that went on in my home with my family so I could really relate. When I was eight years old I had a school friend named Chris McKenney. His dad was the cub and boy scout master in town. His dad and mom were devout Christians and went to mid week services and prayer meetings after cub scout meetings on Wednesday nights. I was in scouts so rather than go home to the country on the bus after school Chris' folks asked if I would like to join them at their home for dinner before the meeting and my folks said ok so I did. After the meeting my dad was supposed to pick me up but was late so Mr McKenney called my mom and said they would bring me home after church and not to worry about coming to get me as no one would be there when they came. She said ok. So I went to church for the very first time. Everyone seemed so happy to see each other! And wow they really were happy to meet me! It was fun. I really didn't know the songs but really enjoyed listening. The pastor preached on starting at John 18 with the arresting of Jesus and His restoring the ear of the servant to the chief priest after Peter cut it off. Then Jesus being taken away and eventually tried, beaten, and crucified. I sobbed! I couldn't help it. My grand mother had told me before of these things but never with the boldness of cold hard truth as the pastor had spoke of it! I truly believe the Lord won my heart right then and there for good but I just didn't know and accept to have His full blessing you must live the life by picking up the cross and following Him. This I did not do. At the end of the service the pastor asked if anyone wanted to accept Jesus as their Lord and savior to come forward I nearly ran up there. I heard Mr McKenney chuckle as I zipped past him. They prayed with me and sprinkle poured water over my head to baptize and anointed my forehead with the oil of our Father. Then everyone there hugged me and welcomed me to God's Kingdom family. I got to tell you that was one of the nicest feelings I had ever had. I felt God's love a lot. But once I was back home all that love was gone. Back to the reality that was my life. Parents that didn't love God, or each other enough to stop abusing themselves, each other, or their children. Then I grew up and repeated a lot of the same sinful living of my parents. Finally once I had pretty much ruined my life and lost everything and everyone I loved I heard Jesus' voice speaking in my heart loader and loader! Asking me are you tired of being a loser? Do you enjoy Satan defeating you? Would you like to turn this around before it's too late? So what if some people in your life won't forgive you God will if you ask in MY NAME SAITH THE LORD! I never left you I have just been waiting for you to realize who's side your on. You can't live a life of sin and know ME! You need to pick up your cross and follow me in repentance. He nagged at me thank Him and nagged at me thank the Father in heaven in my heart until I gave in. Thank you Jesus for never giving up on me! My life is free now. I used to think drinking beer and smoking pot set me free. What a bone head! They were just chains of bondage to bind me! I forgive all who have wronged me in any way for I won't have those chains binding me either. And for those that don't want to forgive me read Matthew 7 very carefully, also Matthew 18:21-22. Your very own forgiveness rests in your own hands. As does mine. Heavenly Father please bless those with peace , and forgiveness through the loving grace that can only come from You through the blessing of Your Only Begotten Son Jesus Christ, that might be reached by this writing. In Your Service Lord ,in the name of Jesus...AMEN!!!

Thank you God for the Grace you have given me. I did nothing to deserve this forgiving love you have delivered upon me but never the less you gave it to me anyway. All I had to do was ask. I am not satisfied just to be saved I want to live in your will as much as I possibly can. Please God help me to discern who is true and who is not. Some times it's easy to see Satan and his kind for who they are, sometimes they hide in the Christian rank and file, and are very deception filled. I have traveled much in my life. I have visited many churches met many pastors. Some very Godly loving men, some impostors of pastors. Only God knows the hearts of men always but you can watch their leadership tactics and the fruit they bare. I can always tell a church where God is really touching the hearts of people. They enjoy the fruits of each others talents used to praise and worship God joyfully. I can also tell a church where no one really listens to God's will, everyone feels justified in judgement of each other. Even being misled by their pastors that brother should be his brothers keeper. Which after doing they would be in total denial of. And never allowing for anyone to point out in scripture that Jesus taught the opposite in Matthew 7. Fortunately God created me with a soft heart easily broken. God tells me in my heart, if others do not care any more for you than to break your heart then they care not for my heart either, dust off your feet and walk away. I had to do this recently. It hurt but I am still involved in other ministry tasks away from that church. That's the thing God can always use you. One thing might be wrong and you have to walk away but another door will open. As long as you love God, He will love you back and find a perfect job in His kingdom for you. And to those reading this "DO NOT LET THOSE WHO WOULD JUDGE YOU MAKE YOU FEEL BAD!"Judgement is mine saith the Lord! After all their not supposed to be judging anyone anyways. Just stay faithful to Jesus and go where your welcomed and treated with love respect and dignity. There are a lot of cults out there calling themselves churches with some pretty major deceptive control issues. Most if really examined closely are just some losers using God as a means to an end. You'll see it a lot down here in the desert southwest as they like ear tickling and fleecing the snowbirds and retirees. I am praying for those that had a negative effect on my heart to feel the need of repentance for their behavior. I've had to deflect a ton of judgement of late for an ounce of question on my part. And the question on my part could have and should have been easily addressed. It was just that, I as a person meant so little to the parties in question, they just chose to persecute me.

The most powerful of Satans weapons against man GREED

As it was said by our savior in Matthew 6:24 No man can serve two masters: for either he will hate one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon. AKA(money). What is highly esteemed among men is an abomination in the sight of God.Luke16:15 Over and over again they forget about God's Word and God's Will for His people. They have taken a nation born of Christian values of morality and God's Will for a nation to be governed under the law of God Almighty and His Word , His only begotten Son Jesus Christ our Savior, Lord and King. Removed God from our government , schools , public freedom of speech of His name is now coming under question as to being hate speak. And The Antichrist driven right wing Republican and Tea Parties spew their greed driven philosophy out to the masses until they have them as mystified with their charm as Satan himself has his own demons charmed. But the facts are the facts. God's Word is true yesterday , today , and tomorrow! We are closer and closer to the end time prophecy every day. As our dollar crumbles and dies and we as a nation become so weak we can't stop the United Nations take over soon to come after a total collapse of the worlds economy, and the greedy ones in a position of power and wealth manipulating and orchestrating the whole thing. When Jesus told His disciples the poor would always be among us He knew the Greed of the wealthy would always keep poor in the bondage of poverty. From the beginning God knew His sheep and He knew His goats. He knew the world and the age of the human flesh body had a beginning time and a time it had to end. We are coming to the end as prophesy has spoken. Our nation has turned it's face from God! Is turning it's back on it's disabled,elderly,and poor! And it's turning it's back on Israel and God will turn His face from our nation. So it is written in God's word, so it WILL HAPPEN! I WILL FAITHFULLY AWAIT MY LORD!

Fighting Satans Strongholds

Trying to keep the spirit strong in faith,living the life God would have you live is a constant battle. We have a war going on inside us all constantly being pulled by two forces. The force of God which is good and the force of Satan which is evil. God's force is not earthly minded or worldly in nature. It is not a force of bodily cravings or desires. It is a knowledge of what is holy and righteous and the desire to please God and live the life He desires you to live. Free of all carnal nature of the flesh and not wanting the desires of the world, but with your eyes and thoughts directed on your eternal home in heaven with the knowledge of the grace the Father bestowed upon us through the death of His only begotten son Jesus Christ on the cross at Calvary. Through His blood we are forgiven our sins of our fleshly lives, but only if we know the Father,Son and Holy Spirit. When you accept the Lord Jesus in your heart little by little you are drawn into a never ending journey. The more I study God's word the more ways I see how Satan builds strongholds inside us to try to tear us away from God. It's worldly habits we enjoyed before turning our lives over to the Lord. Things like Smoking,Drinking Alcoholic beverages,Drugs,Swearing,Sex,Pornography,ECT. anything that is sinful and an abomination in the eyes of God. Satan will use our fleshly bodies and minds to entrap us and drive a wedge between us and God. I have struggled my way through drugs and alcohol thanks to God I have had my victory. But I am still struggling with strongholds. In my blindness of unbelief I had many and now have to grow spiritually in many ways. No matter how far I have come Lord I pray you will keep me knowing I am still a sinner and can never afford to stop working toward you. I must always remain humbly repentant and must pray to you day for assistance in breaking down the strongholds that Satan would use to bind me to him and this world that has no future for me. Dear Lord I pray you keep my eyes fixed upon you and the victory you bought for me with your blood on that cross at Calvary.I pray these things to you Father God in Jesus' Holy Name...AMEN!!!

Keeping the focus on my salvation

by Steven Pelkey on Friday, April 29, 2011 at 12:41pm

Nothing in this life ever surprises me. When I was young I grew up fast and wild with no sense of caring about making the right choice between the good and evil voices inside me. Came home from the military a drunk and drug abuser. Messed up relationships, got put in jail, and made enemies of many police officers. They could not change or break me with their tactics for I knew they didn't really care about me as a person they just saw me as a problem. I got to the point of being sick and tired all the time. Then one day after a miserable day at work everyone treating everyone like crap, then going to the bar after getting hammered and meeting up with stony friends in parking lot and burning weed on top of it, I went home and flopped in front of the TV. Flipped it on and who would be there but Rev. Billy Graham. Just about the first thing that happened was he turned to the camera and stared in. It seemed he was staring me right in the eye. And the first words that exited his mouth were are you sick and tired of being sick and tired? And he asked with the loving look of Jesus in his eyes. I lost it right at that moment! I heard this voice in me say," listen to the man Steven it's the truth". I sat there sobbing hanging on to every word Dr Graham said. The more he spoke the more I cried for I heard my sorry life in his words. The more I cried the better I felt inside at the time I didn't understand but later I did, I was being visited by God's Holy Spirit for the very first time. He was telling me He was right there with me consoling me. I went on that evening to pray the sinners prayer with Dr Graham and have not fallen totally away from God since. I have progressed a lot in my personal relationship with Jesus. I just love His Word! I hunger for it, and feed daily. I am now at the knowledge of total surrender to His WILL. I now spend a lot of time talking with others God points me toward trying for God's sake to give them an understanding in truth about how we are all connected and what God's Will for us truly is. People are much confused on this for the false teachings of the church. Satan has a lot of moles in the church and has tainted it to the point of confusion. People need to go by the Gospel nothing else! There is no reason for confusion! God's Word is sufficient as is His Grace! The one thing that is bringing destruction more than anything is man's overall unwillingness to surrender to God. Just like Satan overall man believes he is in control and he isn't!

The destruction of a nation

by Steven Pelkey on Thursday, April 28, 2011 at 1:21pm

When our nation was first conceived and the very first, and I might add considered to be healthy to the nation as a whole, tax scale laws were written the poor carried a small burden so they could improve their position in the community. The middle class carried more of a burden because they could but not too much as to hurt their position in the community and still leaving them room to gain position in the community. Those considered wealthy carried the heavier burden for they could afford it. They did this willingly for they were in the spirit of God to do so. And because of their actions God blessed them with even more great wealth and we became the envy of every nation of the world. Then greed for way more than anyone could ever need entered the hearts of the wealthiest few. Then that idea festered into the greed and the focus on money or mammon that we see all over the world today. Gone is the ideal of philanthropy that filled the hearts of our founding fathers. Today those who have have lost their way and now serve mammon and not God. The do not want to live the life and we are in the end times it's that simple. America has turned it's face from God in many ways and will be destroyed. We worry about out side enemies and we are destroying ourselves!The worst part about the whole thing these people who perpetrate this crime upon the nation claim to be followers of Jesus' Christ our Savior and Lord. I won't judge them for I don't want their judgement to fall upon me! They WILL BE JUDGED! For Jesus said many times about their rewards!

Life in Yuma,Arizona

After becoming disabled in 2005 I have lost a lot. I have had big changes in my standard of living. I was forced to give up my house in Maine as I could no longer afford the combined cost of mortgage, insurance, upkeep, transportation, and food. Life on Social Security Disability Insurance is not easy. The small fixed income doesn't go very far. When I lived in Maine they helped some. The state payed my Medicare premium of $104 per month which helped a lot.And they also payed for most of fire wood. A charity organization brought me the rest of my wood. People in Maine really care for an try to help one another in need! I miss that. After not being able to deal with GMAC mortgage who forced foreclosure on us I had been having a lot of problems with chronic pain from Arthritis. So I had a dream three nights in a row. In the dream God was speaking to me telling me He had work for me to do in Yuma,Arizona and I was to come here to evangelize and sing for His glory. He went on to say I would feel better here in the dry desert air. So we put the resources together traded my wifes car our little fishing boat,motor and trailer, my new lawn tractor, and our pop up camper for a 30' Class A motor home. Bought a two wheeled car caddy and put my Chevy Tracker behind it and packed up.Down the road we went. First stop Michigan to spend the summer with my wifes children.We had a great time in Michigan that summer especially at Rose Lake in Tustin. What a pretty place. I just love the black squirrels. Our dog Lilo loved chasing them LOL. Visited Resurrection Life Church in Cadillac,Michigan. Great up beat praise and worship for the young and young at heart, I just loved it! They are really getting the youth set on fire for God and it is a great thing to witness. They will certainly be blessed in all their ventures as long as they stay as righteous in their focus as they were as I witnessed them. They had one thing in mind and that was being disciples and teaching discipleship We finally got to Yuma on the 9th of October 2009. Immediate culture shock! Sure wish I could speak the Mexican version of Spanish. It's like your on the out side looking in around here. Now I am the minority. It evens out a little from October to March when the Snowbirds come down from western Canada, the Dakotas, Wyoming, Northern California, Oregon, Washington, Idaho,and many other northwestern locations. Most of these folks are old retired white folks a lot are fairly wealthy. Some are nice Godly folk and many are NOT! Some of them are the kind that make me ashamed of my own race! I thought there was racism in Maine and then I came here! This place breeds racism! It breaks God's heart I can feel it! I have traveled the world being a veteran and I can tell you your typical Arizonan cares much, much more for the contents in his wallet than his fellow man.I can see why God wanted me to come here to evangelize. Even the pastors in some of the churches out here are really at a loss for what God really asks of us. The churches address needs to communities elsewhere and ignore their own community where many have substantial need. The church has become so involved in the politics of the world an the divisiveness this creates in the body of Christ they are no longer following the will of God but are following their own will. If they were following the will of God the would let the Bible lead their life and ignore the world and all the ways of it. Allowing the world to go in the way God has already foretold that it will and believe upon Him for His victory and worry not!

Rock Of Ages

The Rock of Ages

Rock of Ages cleft for me, let me hide thyself in thee!

Rev.22:1 And He showed me a pure river of water of Life, clear as crystal, proceeding out of the throne of God, and of the Lamb.Rev.22:2 In the midst of the street of it, and on eather side of the river, was there the tree of life, of which bare twelve manner of fruits.and yielded her fruit every month: and the leaves of the tree were for the healing of the nations.Rev.22:3 And there shall be no more curse: but the thrown of God and of the Lamb shall be in it; and His servants shall serve Him: Rev.22:4 And they shall see His face; and His name shall be in there foreheads.


Heb.12:2 Looking unto Jesus the author and finisher of our faith; who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is set down at the right hand of the throne of God.


Isaiah 53:5 But He was pierced for our transgressions, He was crushed for our iniquities; the punishment that brought us peace was upon Him, and by His wounds we are healed.

A Tribute in Honor of:

Jesus Christ "Lord Of Lords, King Of Kings" Saviour Of The World!


I give my life to you Lord as you gave your life for me. I pray to you my God, my King, my all knowing all loving Father in Heaven you will truly feel the Love I have for you. Please walk with me always dwelling in my heart. Teach me with your Holy Spirit to be the modern day disciple that I am meant to be. I ask for this in Jesus' Holy name "AMEN"

Immanuel





I constuct this site in the hope that all who visit here will open their hearts to God, through His only begotten son Jesus Christ, and turn their lives over to Him.

Prayers Are Answered Again

Sometimes God answers prayers in ways that are almost comical. Just recently on September 30Th 2007, which here in Maine is the last day of open water fishing season. God again answered a prayer in a way to show me He's definitely listening. It was such a simple thing asked for. You see my wife Debra and I are avid fishing partners. We own a small boat and motor for pond and small lake fishing. All season I have had some success and caught a few Trout. Debra on the other hand had only caught one Trout and a bunch of Chubs (AKA trash fish). So since this was the last day of fishing season before getting into the boat and setting out to fish I said to Deb hold my hand dear lets pray. We held hands bowed our heads and I prayed aloud" Lord thank you for the beautiful weather and day. Thank you for allowing us to go fishing and providing the stuff to do so. And for a safe day of fishing. As you know Lord, Debra has not had a very good fishing season, so if it could be your will to help would you please see to it that Debra has a good day fishing and a nice catch. I really don't care Lord if I catch anything or not but please be with Debra and guide her hand and bless her. In Jesus' Holy Name "..."AMEN". So we got in the boat and set out for a late afternoon, early evening of fishing. We trolled across the pond and all of a sudden got a nibble. I stopped the boat and we float fished on that spot. We both caught a few chubs so I said to Deb, "I think all we are doing is wasting our worms feeding the chubs in this spot, lets move to another area". So I started up the motor and just started to move and Deb said, "OH OH , I think I got caught on something on the bottom". So I shut the motor off and asked if she needed my help getting freed. She said,"Wait It's coming up I guess I got a big fish on". So she was really struggling and said," I bet it's one of those huge chubs". This place we fish allot, Mountain View Pond in Little Moose, Maine, has some chubs in there that can weigh 3 or 4 pounds. She kept the pressure on her beloved Ugly Stick and was winning the battle getting the fish closer and closer. All of a sudden she screams out excitedly,"It's a Trout, I see the speckles". And starts getting all squeaky and giddy in her voice with the joy that only a true fishing fanatic gets. She worked it over to my end of the boat and was screaming." Help me get it in the boat, Help me, Help me before I lose it". So I reach out grabbed the line gave a quick little pull and flip, and flipped it in the bottom of the boat. It was huge. I was a little envious. I haven't caught a Trout like this in years. Now I know what a lot of people reading this are probably thinking,"It was just a coincidence", but I know God was reminding me. I heard a voice in my inner conscience say," There you go my child as you asked for". My heart leaped in my chest and I felt his hands on me. I was so pleased for my Debra's thrilling catch. But most of all I am so Blessed with the message I received. I feel so loved by God. This was just another prayer answered quickly to remind me He is right here with me all the time and will answer all my prayers if it is in his will to do so. He always sees me through all my trials. I don't always quickly see my prayers answered like this one but in time ,one way or another they always are. Mankind is so Blessed to have this one and only Loving Father IN Heaven that we have. Sometimes I just sit and cry knowing I'm so undeserving of His Love but so grateful for His Grace that was bestowed on all humanity with the life and death of his only begotten son Jesus Christ. And again I find myself praying for every soul still in the flesh to Open their hearts and let Jesus in. I pray everyone will count their blessings and give gratitude to the Father In Heaven for everything. I pray they will live for God with the true desire to be His Hands and Feet. He's calling out for Workers in His Fields. I pray all humanity will be watchmen, keeping watch for God's Triumphant Return to gather all his children. In JESUS' HOLY NAME..........AMEN.

God's Greatest Gift

God give's mankind himself! And since God is Love, Love is the most wonderful gift He give's us. He give's us all someone special if we are wise enough to see. I now know after many failed relationships what it takes to make a relationship stay special and last for a lifetime. Putting God first in your life and finding that special someone who does the same. Then focusing on living the life together that God designed for married couples to live. I just have to give thanks to God always for the gift of my wife Debra. Without her half of me would be missing. The better half I must add. We have both been through so much in our individual lives. God came to both of us and answered our prayers. We had both been praying to find that special someone who would love Jesus and wanted to live for him in the same way we did. We were both alone after failed marriages. I used to frequent Yahoo Christian Chat channels to praise the Lord Jesus with like minded people, and sing my own songs for Jesus that I write for Guitar and sing. Little did I know that an Evangelical singer would be listening. She also ministered too others online for additional outreach of the unsaved, and to nurture the saved as well. She sent me an IM and the rest is history. We chatted online and later by phone for almost three years. Finally after touring in Austrailia for twelve weeks, she returned to the states and we decided to meet face to face. That was it we were a couple from that moment. It's hard to explain to people how you could possibly love someone you have never even seen but I think we both did. I will speak for myself, I kmow I did. We had already told each other the stories of our lives. Sometimes brutally honest. We bared our souls to one another. So it was like we had always known one another. The minute I saw her I knew my search was over. We are on our third year of marriage now. It just keeps getting better. We have adopted two new babies Lilo & Malora. They have brought so much joy to our lives. We both have three grown children from our previous marriages. We both were going through the pain that parents do after their children all go out in the world to their own lives. Lilo and Malora give us the little ones to love again, and fill in that feeling of loss. I am so Blessed. Every time I think about my blessings I give thanks to the Father God in Heaven for loving me so much he gave me these wonderful gifts. The most precious of all being Jesus Christ, His only begotten son. I also pray that everyone in the world gives thanks for the wonderful gifts that God give's his children. We are all so fortunate to have such a wonderful, marveless, awesome, loving God. I pray all his children take time every day to give thanks and praise. In Jesus' Wonderful Name, AMEN!.......And all his children said?_ _ _ _!